jesus fucking christ i need to be skinny again

i was so hungry so i made like a whole meal for me and my sister then i stared at it and threw it all out after making her a plate. omg this sucks it wasnt even this bad in summer and i was so much lighter in summer. fucking hell someone make me skinny again.

everything is annoying go away

maybe after these beersi’ll get motivation…

ive done so terrible the last 2 days v mad at myself

leaving my bed sounds really hard right now i just want to lay here watching bms always